yes,its all childish.you think it was all about seeing her go?and i wanted to be there just cuz of her?your seriously mistaken.yeah,blame it on whatever you want.but don't go say what i feel is different then you cuz the last time i checked you weren't psychic.so if its any use,i could've graduated too,you realise?and amongst the sec5s i have many close friends who i have drifted from but still mean alot to me.that i have maybe fallen out with but i still wanna be there when they have they're special moment?its not about how you feel about seeing pple go,that shouldn't matter.it's whether or not you wanna make an effort to be there to contribute to they're memories.it's they're patrons day,not yours.they leave school only once.yeah,we're different but think abt it.i'm not being unreasonable.and yes,i was very angry,cuz you weren't there for me as a friend when i alrdy promised you,as stupid as it sounds,that we'd cry together,but instead i did it alone.and i found your reason for not wanting to come cuz you didn't wanna see them hold the candles,mild.cuz i thought to myself,"what abt me?i thought she knew it meant alot to me that she came."anyway,that's not the point.having told anissa and sophia that you were irritating is nothing partner,pls don't talk like i killed someone?and don't talk like i never explained anything to you.because i did i sent you a long msg.and even when you didn't reply,i msged anissa to make sure you did.but you still didn't reply.you had to get pple involved when this is between us.you really didn't have to ask sophia what my problem was cuz isn't it i who'd provide the answer?i don't know who else you've told but i don't care.if its efforts to let everyone see your side of the story,you've done good.i'm always the bad guy anyway.what's new.i really wanted to call you and straighten things out but i think i shouldn't cuz it'd only be like everyone else who's made it easy for you.i'm not gonna say i'm sorry cuz there's nothing for me to be sorry about,unless i offended you by calling you irritating.other then that,think about this whole thing,when you've got a clear picture,give me a call please.but i don't wanna confrontation,i want a good talk.if the conversation is gonna contain long sarcastic/defensive remarks,don't bother calling.we have the whole of next year together partner.i hope you'll need me as much as i will need you and i hope i mean enough to you for you to make an effort to make this right cuz i've had enough.i still love you my partner.